im such a fucking jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode
she’s been hurt, she’s never stop crying. she’s been loved, she’s now lose him. she’s been held her head down, she’s never give up.
she’s the victim, she’s always blaming him for everything. she’s the winner, now she’s yearning for him more than anything. she’s the unwanted, she’s got her payback now.
she’s a five years old girl, with no home to come to, no dad to hold. she’s a twenty two young woman, with a boyfriend to hold on, step sister to hate, and no dad at home. she’s a 50yo mom, with a daughter to love, finally a husband to talk to and past that still hurt.
she’s chased down by the time, the anger still inside, the tears still shedding. she’s grieving for her family, how happy she was back then, how hard the world seems now. she’s just want a happy life, no matter how many years passed by, but the pain of the past still hurt.
she doesnt want to go, she is to late to go, she just felt so safe. she’s facing the real world now, shitty, harsh and full of pain. she’s having her oldtime now, feeling so grateful for what finally she’d have.
have you realized something? he needs to apologize. cause she’s been hurting by him. she’s been hurting by him. she’s been hurt by him.
everyone had some, scars. some visible, some invisible. some scars, can heal through time, some others will stay there open. when you had that scars within you, not even wise words can heal it, and time is not a right medicine. all you need is you. you, you’re the one than can heal that scars within you. you have to open yourself to others, love yourself, and have faith to God. you, you have to admit that shitty pain, you have to endure, and be strong to make it through.
yes, the world is never gonna be as beautiful as you want. this world is not a peaceful heaven on earth. you might get more scars, people is bad sometimes, they could kill and tore you apart, and sometimes you’ll get lost and blind and your faith is shaking. so get lost, cry, bleed, and shout! fight back! cause after the storm the rainbow will showed up. as long as you dont give up on your life, no matter how shitty it is, no matter how hurt the pain you felt, no matter how lost you are. you have to make it through, cause give up is not an option. you’ve been through enough, you deserve that goddamn rainbow. so dont give up on your life. never surrender. cause you have to see that rainbow, you have to see your ending. this is not the end, it’s a beginning.
do you ever talk to someone and feel really happy no matter how shit the conversation is